In the ancient Byzantine churches, Jesus is rarely shown suffering on the cross, he's most often shown as a shepherd, a leader, a preacher, or a teacher. |
At the risk of repeating myself, I must say, traveling is an
amazing path to get to the essence of what it is to be human. Talking to people
in other cultures serves up food for thought, and by traveling slowly, there is
time to chew and savor that food. In Turkey I’ve thought about the myriad forms
religion takes to satisfy the deep longings of human beings. At the same time,
fanaticism, stemming from the fear of not being judged faithful enough to get into
heaven, sometimes motivates people to follow advice from the insane.
Recently I had a Face Book interaction with a man who’d left
a comment on a friend’s post. I answered him and we got into a discussion,
which I’m sure he saw as a combative argument, though I’m always very careful
not to call anyone names or say that anyone is wrong.
My friend had asked this man, how, as a Christian, he could support
the wars in the Middle East. The man responded that Jesus was not a pacifist,
people who think that are wrong.
His answer made it clear that somehow in his fundamentalist Christianity,
the angry penalizing God of the Old Testament that destroyed entire cities at
the drop of a hat, and Jesus, are one and the same. Therefore Jesus is not a
pacifist. Jesus wants people who “sin” to be punished or die and burn in hell.
I pointed out several things Jesus said about turning the other cheek, how he
stopped an execution in progress, and told parables about God being a loving
father - not the mean S.O.B. of the Old Testament. I always thought Jesus came
to change people’s ideas about God, which were fundamentally incorrect. Jesus
never advocated violence against our fellow men in anything he said or did.
Even when he threw the money-changers out of the temple, he did it mostly with words
and some ropes for a whip. Nobody got hurt.
According to that man, I had it all wrong. I mistakenly
took those quotes out of context. Jesus
and God are the same entity along with the Holy Spirit, therefore it was Jesus
who destroyed Jericho and turned Lot’s wife into a pillar of salt, etc. God is
a demanding God, who requires people to do exactly what he says or they will be
cast into hell forever. God is still punishing whole countries and cities,
using hurricanes and earthquakes to teach people lessons, and he uses powerful
nations like the United States to carry out His will.
After this Face Book interaction, some disjointed ideas
cascaded into place.
I grew up in the Bible belt. Not in the “buckle” but
definitely in one of the holes. Many times, I was under the impression that
people expected the prophecy of Armageddon to happen soon, now that Israel had
been reestablished as a country in the Middle East. Because of the belief that
Jesus would return and take up the true believers, they actually wanted Armageddon
to happen, and in their lifetimes! I remember hoping those people never get to
a position of power, they would happily use nuclear bombs to destroy the world.
Can you imagine? Billions of people burnt to a crisp based on the belief that
Jesus, who advocated non-violence and love, will return to save them (and only
them) from their self-full-filled prophecy!
On September 11, 2001, I thought: Oh my god, this is it, the
start of Armageddon.
Although I was against going to war in Afghanistan, I
understood why we did it. However, eighteen months later, the war in Iraq was
entirely fabricated with lies told about weapons of mass destruction. Even the
liberals, who thought the only reason we invaded Iraq was to take over the vast
and rich oil fields, may have been incorrect. Iraq is on one side of Iran, and Afghanistan
is on the other. With Turkey as an ally, the US now has bases surrounding Iran,
a stronghold of the Muslim religion, and greatest enemy of Israel. Back in the
Cold War days, when Russia put missiles in Cuba, we considered that an act of
aggression. If our installing
bases around Iran isn’t provocation I don’t know what you call it. When President
George W. Bush announced he was considering the use of tactical nuclear weapons
in Iraq my stomach clinched. It meant the weapons were already there, only the
command needed to be given.
Religion can be a set of shared values, shared moral
principles, and a way to keep society from plunging into chaos. It can provide
a path for enlightenment to the individual, a path of right-doing so that at
the end of this one life, we can look back with some pride in the good we’ve
accomplished. On the other hand, when usurped by our natural tribal nature,
where we band together into groups of US versus THEM, it can be used to justify
heinous scenarios.
I have feared, for a long time, those scenarios. I couldn’t
quite fathom how people who claimed to be followers of Jesus could be the
perpetrators though, and now I know. Just as the terrorists who flew planes
into the World Trade Center believed they would be going to heaven for their
deeds (based on twisted ideas from the Koran) so do the people who think
God/Jesus is using the global military power of the United States to carry out His
grand plan for Armageddon. Their support of the plan, in spite of the death and
destruction, proves their faith, just like Abraham who had total faith in God
and was willing to sacrifice his son Isaac on God’s orders. The only problem
is, God changed his mind at the last minute in that story and provided a ram to
use instead for the sacrifice. When nuclear bombs are launched, there is no
last minute.
For those of us who see no “God” out there in the universe
giving orders, who never hear voices in burning bushes nor “God’s Will” passed
to us from prophets, the whole of it appears a nightmare. We need to make sense
of it. The realization that many Christians believe “God and Jesus are the same”,
that Jesus is not a pacifist but an active participant in the plan to destroy the
world by fire as God predicted he would after the great flood, makes sense to
me now. The political rhetoric of the last ten years from the Religious Right shines
in a brighter light.
I saw glimpses of this irrational thinking growing up in the
Texas Panhandle. But then I lived my life for thirty years without giving it
much thought until 9-11. Is it too late? Can we still vote it out, excise it
from our political spectrum? Can we prevent our military power from creating
Armageddon? If we don’t see it
coming, we won’t be fearful enough to try to stop it. That man on Face Book
gave me reason to have fear. He was filled with so much misplaced holy passion
that if he could, he would personally push the button on the launch sequence.
Great essay, Sherry! I have been reading a lot about Christianity, and to some extent, other religions over the last few years. Through the lenses of progressive Christian writers, I have learned that Jesus' message and mission was about social justice and compassion. We err when we apply literal interpretations to biblical writings. I now tend to view religion more as a kind of "reflecting piece," in which we can see our true selves, natures, and inclinations reflected in our interpretations and our actions based on it (if any). Kind of like what Shakespeare said in that line about "not in our stars but in ourselves."
ReplyDeleteI've often thought that we adopt the God-style that reflects our inner selves. You admire and respect the pacifism of Jesus if you are a peaceful person, and if filled with anger and desire to control others, then the angry Jehovah of the old testament is your kinda guy. The Indians have seen this forever, and thus provide hundreds of "gods" to chose from. Pick the one you relate to and be a better person for it is their motto. BTW, Jesus is just one more "god' in the Hindu pantheon.
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